It sounds as if you did open up something. You should trust your gut instincts. If it feels not good, avoid it if possible.

I'd still recommend the Robert Bruce book on protection. If what you are saying is accurate (and I'm not doubting you here), you need some kind of way to shield.

I don't like the sound of the black mist. It seems able to influence your emotions. My strong advice, when you see or sense it, is to get as physically far away from it as you can. And certainly try to recognize when the emotions you feel are not coming from you.

I can definitely always tell why the emotions I'm feeling aren't mine. And I've been trying to ignore them or block them out.

I've got the book you suggested at home. I'm going to get started on it when I get home from work in the morning. Thank you so much for that.

kris1ov wrote:
Good luck with it all. Keep us posted?

Be safe.

I'll definitely let you know what happens.

But I have to admit... I'm a bit amused right now. I just did a walk-through of my dorm to make sure all of the girls are in their beds, came back to my desk, glance to the right... My workers are cleaning right now. All of the other girls are in their beds and accounted for. The closet door is open with a bright white light shining out. The walls are white, the floors are light brown, and there's a wonderful dark mist hanging out right in the doorway. I give it props.. Whatever it is is good.. But if it's trying to scare me, it's not working. I'm more amazed if anything. Maybe I should've brought that book to work with me though. =P

what portland said might explain why my sage ritual never worked. whatever is in my house, is still here. With a vengeance might i add !

Do you think it would be visible to others that saw it? (I realize you were alone this time)

If you feel it was physically manifesting, why not take a camera along with you in your purse for just such occasions? This would royally piss me off, BTW, if it were following me.

If it is appearing to you telepathically, the camera would be useless.

Anyway, if it's following you and targeting you and not a location like your home, then this is a game changer.

You really need to set some limits and do some protection. You'll like that book.